The Female Persuasion

Have you ever looked around a room and suddenly wondered what it would be like to sleep with every woman in the room?  Not because you are drunk or horny or lonely, but because you are truely suddenly urgently curious and amazed by all of them at once?  And then the feeling passes.  I think it's always just been too hard for me to maintain emotionally intimate relationships with women long term, and in my adulthood and a period of sexual rediscovery my brain is making these "waking fantasies" to keep me on my toes and remind me I have a long way to go before I even get close to figuring myself out.  Or maybe I'm just a perv ;)